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The beautiful sadness

Journal Entry: Fri Jul 11, 2008, 11:49 PM
7th entry in Captain's Journal:
I suppose Southpark does sometimes put off smart ideas....this one seems to fit how I feel right now..and can help explain things:

"Yeah... And I'm sad! But at the same time I'm really happy that something can make me feel that sad... It's like... It makes me feel alive, y'know? It makes me feel human. The only way I could feel this sad now, is if I felt somethin' really good before, so I have to take the bad with the good. So I guess what I'm feelin' is, like a beautiful sadness... I guess that sounds stupid... "

I let my love go today...I cried for hours..I didn't have anyone to turn to...it hurts worse now then it did before I said those final goodbyes to the memories of what was...

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Armageddeon's meteor theme
  • Watching: For his response...to what I said..
  • Playing: "Let's try to tape up this heart"
  • Eating: I haven't eaten in a few days...
  • Drinking: Haven't drank anything either...

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 19
  • Current Residence: Gilbert Arizona
  • Interests: Video Games, Art
  • Favourite movie: Legend, Time Machine
  • Favourite band or musician: E-Nomine or Abney Park
  • Favourite genre of music: German syncronized speaking/gregorian chants/darkwave (E-Nomine), Steampunk(Abney Park)
  • Favourite style of art: My own mix of anime and real life
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy, Legacyof Kain
  • Favourite gaming platform: Rpg and Action Adventure
  • Favourite cartoon character: SpongeBob
  • Personal Quote: Hit them where it hurts the worse...in the HEART D:<

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~YenniChan:iconYenniChan: Jul 18, 2008, 4:02:43 PM Mood: Euphoric
Thank you VERY much for the fave :)
~akuheikomatsu:iconakuheikomatsu: Jul 4, 2008, 1:27:37 PM
Thanks for the fave on Visual Kei. :DDD
~Bobbu:iconBobbu: Jul 4, 2008, 5:10:12 AM
Thankye verily for the favourite on one of my Cybergoth Princess photos [link]

Much appreciated!

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~faithyhopey:iconfaithyhopey: May 17, 2008, 8:24:30 PM
Thanks so much for the fav on my victorian gown!

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~kairi-g:iconkairi-g: May 13, 2008, 8:48:35 PM
thanks for the fave!

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~valkyrie-goddess:iconvalkyrie-goddess: May 9, 2008, 10:15:23 PM Mood: Adoration
Thanks so much for the :+fav: :hug:

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=brokenangel:iconbrokenangel: May 4, 2008, 7:47:59 AM
Thank you muchly for the fav on Victorian! :-)

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~Gin-kyo:iconGin-kyo: May 2, 2008, 4:01:30 PM
Thanks for the favorite! ^^

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~Stagsleap:iconStagsleap: Apr 29, 2008, 10:38:38 AM
Thank you for the fav! ^^

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*Idzit:iconIdzit: Apr 26, 2008, 6:23:14 PM
Thanks for the :+fav:!

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*Anthyslily:iconAnthyslily: Apr 22, 2008, 9:11:10 PM
Thank you for the :+fav:!

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~XLucky13XRach:iconXLucky13XRach: Sep 2, 2007, 11:47:37 AM
hi there like ur drawins man im jelous though wud kill 2 draw like u :D
~Sniperwolf16:iconSniperwolf16: Oct 19, 2006, 2:49:12 PM Mood: Yearning
This little mood dude is how I feel right now u.u
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